What would you do in my shoes. ??

i had a medical condition, i did all above beyond to make sure i did not lose my qualityl ife. i loved my life. i had a special life. it was blessed even as i almost lost it . a drug addict got into my life. he was taking advantage of all i had and was. he knew he was wounding ne and taking me down. and out of control . i got to doctors who let him take my life down. i did all above and beyond to get to doctors to be cared for. they did not budge as life went away from me and hell came my life. now im left with nolife ability to work or survive.im twisted into madness and a loss unproductive life and suffering. i did what i could to alert my doctor before i crossed the line . he did not care. now i have no legal rights or human rights and no life . my life has ped before i could \live it. a person who i befriended took it from me . left me to die and did not care. i did not sit there and do nothing, and yet i was spit on . what to do now.die commit suicide .